Joey Monster
This is for you & only you. And how much you mean to me. Everything that you are & everything you want to be, its exactly what I look for. You have a future & you have goals. You mean so much to me.I love everything about you. You inspire me to be a better person. You've changed me in so many ways. I appreciate you more then you know.I love the way you smile & the way you talk. I like your eyes & your nose. Your cute ears & side burns. I love your lips & wish I could kiss them & taste them knowing its exactly what I want.I love the way you speak to me. The words you use, the tone you have. I love how you sound when you're waking up, its actually very sexy to me.I love how you always are there for me. Supporting everything I do & telling me what you think will work better, what doesn't. I love when we have deep conversations because I feel like get to know you better then anyone else. I also love the way you get me to tell you anything, even if I don't think its worth saying.I want to hold you in my arms & I want to kiss you... Shit, I just want to be with you. I want to be where you are, always smiling & knowing that I'm so lucky beyond belief to have you as my friend. I want you to see everything I see in you. I want to have those moments when we can't stand each other & we don't want to talk. I want to have the moments when I can't leave you alone because I want to love you. I want to argue with you about everything knowing that I'm wrong, just so I could see you angry. I want to make you loving me, the best thing that ever happen to you.You're so special to me & you mean so much that I want all the good & bad stuff. I want to experience what life is like. You're so amazing to me & I admire you so much!I love you Joey Monster! (haha.) I love you & everything that you do, I support you 100%. =)Prince_Basil
I'm just tired. I'm tired of being used. I feel like IF I were to die tonight, they wouldn't care. They would just start calling people to cover the shift. Of course they'd need to get the shift covered, but there IS a difference between covering someone's shift when they die & having someone cover it while still feeling sad. They wouldn't care. They would be sad because they lost their "BEST" employee, but not so much that my life has ended. 
I love my job. I'm NOT going to lie. It love coming to work & being able to see all the different animals at work. I just HATE the way they USE me. And whenever they DO NOT get their way, they hold a grudge. I just... I don't know what to say. I was so eager to have a job when I started A YEAR AGO. But now I just... I get depressed knowing I'm going someplace where they WILL just use me. And you're probably thinking, its not being used if you're getting PAID for it. 
But when you're getting paid minimum wage & you do TWICE the work of other people who get paid the SAME or even MORE, that called being used. Especially when they make no effort in making the other people DO anything.Now, you're probably like, "Why are you complaining? At least you have a job." Yes, that's very true. But I have NO LIFE! I literally have been waking up, to go to work. 
Working & being used. That IS my life. I don't know. I just... I want to cry, but I CAN'T because that shows they won. They broke me down & they use me all up. I can't let them see that.And the funny thing is, I don't know how to DRIVE. I have no license, no permit. NOTHING. But yet, I always make it to work 15 minutes early. I just... I don't understand. I guess this is a LIFE LESSON that I need to learn. I don't know what exactly, but I suppose.Thanks for reading. I appreciate it.Prince_Basil
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But anyways...So I wanted to talk to you guys about this thing my friend told me about. It a series of videos on YouTube 
that are called "Hip-Hop & the Occult". Well they were talking about how some artist will sell their soul (
) to become famous & rich & whatever. And that their videos are filled with hidden messages. They took Rihanna's 
different songs & just... Idk. To me, it seems very suspicious & idk. I took the example of how Beyoncé was in the burning car & it blew up. Beyoncé says that her alter ego 
But I do feel like she along with Rihanna & other artist are in some type of group or whatever. I guess the best way to understand is by watching the videos. So just look it up & tell me what you think, okay? Have an amazing day! Byyyyeeeee!!!!Prince_Basil 
Bye.Prince_Basil 
